Almost

     I cried kagabi. I cried because I felt that I just have to give up. I cried because I realized that I have to move on and let go. I realized that I have to forget him. I cried because I know in myself I'm too weak to continue what am I fighting for. This maybe corny to everybody but seriously if you were in my shoe, you'll know how it feels to be like this. I don;t why am I like this. Di ko din alam bakit pa din ako umaasa. Bakit everyday kelangan isipin ko siya. Bakit everday kelangan mamiss ko siya. Ewan ko. I still felt bad when he lied to me, pero I can't feel mad at him. And it was too hard, kasi di ko siya magawa. My bestfriends were angry at him because of what he did (the lying thing) pero I kpt on telling them, "May reason siya okay. Wag nga kayo magalit." And I can feel na naiinis na sila sa kin kasi lagi kong pinagtatanggol siya. Tama naman ako di ba? Basta ayoko lang mang-blame. Because I knew meron din akong kasalanan. Right now, I'm clueless of what should I do. Tama na siguro 'to. Maybe andaming nights ako iiyak ng iiyak. Or everyday kung siyang iisip at mamimiss, but I know in God's time, mawawala din 'to. And step by step he'll my heart again.