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     "Wake up my dearest. Wake up..."

     Actually I have tons of things to say kaso whenever I'm in front of my laptop parang naeerase lahat yung gusto kong sabihin :)) Yesterday kung kami pa, is our monthsary. And wala lang, naisip ko siya. What is he doing or something. I got over na sa pagiging lonely ko about what had happened. Now I'm in the stage of reminiscing the past because I miss him a lot siguro. I dunno, pero kasi wala na kong pain, or something, siguro regrets na lang or mga panghihinayang na lang pero beside that wala na. Time heals nga naman. Oo, umaasa ako sa "someday"... pero right now, I'm too young. I stilll have lot of chances. Maybe engaging into relationships is not yet planned for me. Maybe he's not the prince that will be my forever. Pero deep inside I'm still hoping na sana one day we'll meet again and we'll be together, and he'll be "the one". Although alam kong isa lang yung wishful thinking. Okay lang yan, nangangarap lang naman ako eh. Wala namang mawawala sa akin. Siguro mga answers na lang talaga ang kelangan ko then I'll have my perfect peace na talaga. He'll be forever in my heart that's one thing for sure. Kahit na di na kami ulit mag-usap or magkita, I'll keep him safe inside my heart. Pero right now, sana magparamdam na siya. Yun lang. Anyway it is already 1:15 am and may pasok pa ako bukas. And I haven't fixed my things yet. Oh so pasaway Chatty. Goodnight >:D<