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     There would be a time in our life where in somebody will lie to us, cheat to us, back stab us, spread rumors about us, hate us, and hurt us. And strength is really needed to face them all. It's almost a month na, and I'm glad I have the answer to my question. I know the truth. Alam ko na.

     I'm not numb not to feel that he's still here here sa 'Pinas. I'm just too stupid to let myself believe in the lie he created. To allow myself from being fooled. Wala lang, ayoko lang kasi maniwala na totoo yung nararamdaman ko, yung nakikita ko. Kasi obviously when you knew that you've been lied to, magagalit ka di ba? And I don't wanna get mad at him, nor hate him. Kasi alam kong may reason. Pero, I just hope na sana sinabi na lang niya na he wants to distance himself sa akin, or distance myself to him. Na there's something wrong with me that's why he have to do it. Because lots of questions are bothering me ngayon. Na only him can answer. Although kanina supposedly, I'll be going at UP Fair, na andun "ata" siya I don't know, and I was planning to ask him if ever andun nga siya. Pero I think it's not yet time, and I assure myself I'm not ready to face him.

     Ewan ba bakit lagi na lang kelangan ako ganto. Inaantok na ko. Time check 1:19 am. Goodnight.