I Just Crossed The Bridge

          I could actually say how martyr I am when it comes to love matter. Let's admit it. Not everyone has the ability to wait. The patience and everything. Beyond that, I'm happy I've done everything I could for HIM. It has been a year since the day I fell in love with this guy. As far as I remember it was December 2010 when I confessed, funny because I got rejected. It was like my heart was shattered into a thousand pieces. But then again I said, "There will be a right time for this". So I just went with the flow. Maybe, many of you might say "move on, there's lot of fish in the sea", sorry, there's only one fish that I wanted to catch to, and that's him.

          Months after, April, to be exact was the end of our communication. After that I haven't heard any news from him. No texts, facebook account were deleted nothing was left. Desperate as it seems. I googled his name, opened every links. But still no signs. I kinda lose some hope and told myself "he's just not the man for me". Every second of the day, every minute of the hour, I just felt something was missing and incomplete :/. Thought that maybe that's just the way life goes.

          June 2011, it's raining and cold outside, I texted him, and unfortuntely all he said was "Sino ka? Delete num". I was kinda pissed off but there's nothing I can't do about it. Maybe he's just mad at me, i don't know. *sigh.

          Hi July, you remind me of him again. I don't know exactly the date, atleast I know his birthday is on July. Happy birthday to him, hope that he's happy with his life. I wonder how he was. Is he still alive? At the hospital? Or fit and health? Hope he was.

          Dear September, it's my month y'know. Please be good at me. Hope my wish do come true *fingers crossed.




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            Hi it's December 6, 2011 to be exact. Can't believe that after all those sentiments, I actually have him in my life. It was December 2, I guess when  HE finally text backed. All of my sentiments are worth the wait. =))))). He is part of my life already. I want him to be a part of my every single moment in this world. I want him to be the reality of my dreams, the smile on my face, and be part of my every success. I might be too young to say these stuffs, but atleast I want him to be as one of my priority in my life. And I'm thankful God finally gave the answer to my prayers and I can finally say "I just crossed the bridge" . I love you FERDINAND MASUYOSHI RAZO CORPUZ JR. :****